My experience in the BGC was one I will never forget. I am grateful that I was given the opportunity. I walked away with four awesome friends each of us from different walks of life. My life is so vastly different since the show was film and even after the reunion. I open myself up and gain a better understanding of Tiffany.
I knew what the outcome of the last episode would bring. That is why I do not want to talk about it but hey it made for great TV. What was to be a great visit with my brother has turned in to a vicious attack on both he and Cookie.
Should I have not blown up and spoke calmly to Cookie? Yes. I did speak calmly to her during our first talk, but she wanted to keep talking about it and I became enraged. I was wrong for that and I wish I had just walked away from her. I allowed her to once again push me to a dark place.
My brother is a wonderful and caring person whose only goal that week was to show all five of us a good time. We were all playing and goofing around having fun and it ended up being a big a$$ mess.
I let go of my anger towards Amber M. She is what she is. I wish her well in life. As for Tiffany; LIFE is good! I wouldn't trade it for anything.
xoxoxo
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