In watching this episode, I was OK with how I looked and came off. I was still Tiffany. I did not yell at Cookie or Amber B. I spoke with them like I always did and stated my reason for being upset, then slapped 'em up and gave them the deuces!! How the other girls react is not in my control. I know I could have told the other girls to back off, but that was not my place. Not anymore. The Ambers needed to be big girls and take care of themselves this time. Cookie and I did have a good relationship at times so that is why I told her, "I can't be your 'Tiffy' anymore." I stood up for her and Amber B. in the past and to hear the things that they said about me was hurtful. The gold-digger comments were directed toward me. Amber B. knows the conversation she and I had. If you paid close attention, you hear me saying, "Never a gold-digger. I am blessed!" Go back and look at the episode again. So in retaliation, I said she has fake boobs, too. I know it was petty, but hey, I said it! She needs to be glad that is all I said.

You all don't see EVERYTHING so your judgment is only based on what is shown on the show, and what we write in our POV blogs. Like the saying goes - there is my side, your side and the truth!

It is amazing to hear how everyone thinks we ganged up on the Ambers. We just got in from the Key Club and everyone's emotions were high -- granted some a little more than others! The house was tension filled after being kicked out and fighting those girls in the club. Once again, you didn't see it all. Could the conversation have taken place at another time? No! The Amber needed to know how we were feeling -- right then and there. Amber M. had the chance to say, "Hey, I talked sh*t, too," but that did not happen, so it is what it is!

I know people will think I am a big b*tch (at times I am) and some will say I am fake (not true), but hey, you can't please everyone. However, I lived with the Ambers. Only me and the other roommates know what they did and/or said and none of you will ever know. When I did not like something, I always took it to the roommates, just as I stood out on that balcony and took it to Amber M. I stand by my actions and dare any roommate to state otherwise!!

If I make a mistake, I own up to it. Right, wrong or indifferent, I can admit my faults. After BGC is done and over, I am my own woman and I stand alone. So, was I b*tchy? Yes! I was mean to Ashley when she first came to BGC. Did I talk sh*t at times? Yes, I did. Did I choose to hang out with the Fab 4/5? Yes I did. Those are my girls! F*ck you if you don't like it! I'm never too big or bad to admit my mistakes in life or while on BGC.

You don't like me? Cool. I have never asked for anyone to look up to me or think I am some type of role model. I am not. I am Tiffany. Oh yeah, I know my eyebrows were jacked, too. I f*cked them up royally one week and drawing them in did not help. I laughed my a$$ off! My Nana was like, "Child, what is wrong with your eyes?" Too f*cking funny!

So A2 are Angels and Fab/Flab 5 (LOL) are Demons? I can live with that, because I know the truth!

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