Who Is This B*tch?: Amber M's Take

by Amber M. February 3, 2009 2:13 PM

After the fight between Whitney and me in the limo we got back to the house and there is a picture up of the new girl, Ashley! Amber was upstairs passed out and the other girls went crazy on Ashley's picture. Ripping it, burning it, kicking it, throwing it, and just destroying it. They were acting like a bunch of wild hyenas. I guess what better way to take their resentment out about me than on the new girl's photo, I should've been happy! I thought the girls were acting crazy though. I was kind of excited for a new girl to enter the house. Can you blame me? I just wanted someone who was fun and that I could get along with. She was pretty with dark hair and good looks but she would definitely be competition for a few of the girls in the house.

Although the other girls in the house made it very clear they were not going to welcome Ashley into the house, I wasn't going to follow suit. I am a nice and outgoing person so why would I be a b*tch to Ashley right off the bat? I am open to change and I was excited to make a new friend.Why be mean to someone you don't even know yet? To me that just shows immaturity. I understand that the other girls wanted to test her out but that doesn't mean I have to join in. I will give anyone a chance until they do me wrong and she hadn't pissed me off yet. I think the other girls just wanted me to do what they said and act the way they acted. I do things my way, it may not always be the best way but at least the only person I have to answer to is myself.

I think it is so funny how whenever Amber or I talk to a guy it automatically means we will f*ck anything with a pulse. When I hear that stuff it makes me laugh. I mean why say things like that when I wasn't even close to f*cking any guy? I am a flirt; don't get me wrong but not a whore. Usually, when people start judging you it means that they have many of their own insecurities to deal with. You can't really get offended because that's what haters do and not everyone is going to love you!

We also attempted to go to lunch as a group. We get there and they only have patio seating for us with no tables big enough to fit 7. Ashley, Amber, Whitney and I start to sit down while the others finish their cigarettes. Whitney sees her girls are not there for her to follow and heads outside with them. The waitress is arranging the tables to fit all of us but the other girls go to the other side and sit by themselves. We tell them to come over but instead they "choose" to sit by themselves. It was so stupid and childish. I was just like are you kidding me??? They b*tch about "The Ambers" trying to separate themselves and create a "division" but they are the ones talking about it and separating from us. That is fine by me, but just don't blame the separation on "The Ambers" when you clearly chose to separate yourselves. I was so over it by this point and just wanted to have a good lunch. Ashley saw her crush, Joey and it was the perfect excuse to get away and have some fun.

When Ashley brought home Joey it was an excuse for me to mess with her. Not ripping down photos and talking about how ugly she is to make me feel better about myself. No, it would be a silly, fun, prank that I had been waiting to play on one of these girls. Everyone else was so defensive therefore Ashley was the perfect target. That doesn't mean she was impressed though. David was a b*tch to get upstairs but it was well worth it. Sorry, Ashley! :)

Ashley was there for the same reason as me. She just wanted to party and have a good time. She does "what she wants, when she wants, how she wants" and then the best part is, she "never thinks about the consequences." My type of girl!!!

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