I'm giving up on these far-reaching previouslys. I mean, really? Meredith's mom died? I think we all remember that, right?
From the strange camera effects, lighting, and white scrubs, we can tell that Meredith is having a dream where she's walking down a hospital hallway, and as she walks there are flashbacks to her and Derek's difficulties. "Pick me. Choose me. Love me." Derek pulls her out of the bathtub. Derek pulls her out of Puget Sound. And finally him telling her that she's constantly leaving him. It's like having an extra "previously on" segment, just in case there wasn't anything they fit in the first time. DreamMere just keeps eerily walking down the hall. Her mother joins the Painful Flashback Fun by telling her how disappointed she is that Meredith is only ordinary. This is definitely not a good dream. As she walks into the Dream Morgue, her voice-over narrates. "There's a reason surgeons like to wield scalpels. We like to pretend we're hard, cold scientists. We like to pretend we're fearless." Illustrating the "hard, cold" part, she opens a door and pulls out a tray with her own body on it, grey except for auburn hair and blue eyes that open as she tells herself, "Pick me. Choose me. Love me." At that, Living Mere wakes up with a jolt. And her VO, nicely concise this week, ends, "But the truth is, we become surgeons because somewhere, deep down, we think we can cut away that which haunts us." Her own cutting away begins with Mere digging manically through her closet.
Downstairs, Alex is carving a pumpkin (helloooo again, black tank top and delicious arms) and Izzie is baking. Neither of them could sleep either. Mere VO ends as she tells us what can haunt us. "Weakness. Frailty. Death." Izzie looks up in time to see Meredith grab a baggie and upend the urn into it. She asks what it is, and Meredith simply replies, "My mother." Alex looks incredibly repulsed, and announces, "Happy freakin' Halloween."
At the hospital, Cristina takes a look at the bulletin board, removes the flyer advertising "adorable kittens" for adoption, and puts up an "apartment for rent" flyer. I did a little slo-mo on the DVR to catch the price -- $1800/month, for those who are curious to compare to their own rental markets. Richard sees her and notes that she's moving out of Burke's place, which is a good segue into mentioning that Adele has filed for divorce and he's looking for a place to live, and that he saw Burke's once and thought it was nice. When he catches himself and calls it her apartment, Cristina tells him he was right the first time. She then rips down the flyer and hands it to him, telling him that now it's his place, which seems to please him.
She then heads into the locker room, where everyone sits spellbound, watching Meredith fiddle with the bag of ashes. Cristina, not present at Insomniacs Anonymous, asks what's up, and Izzie explains that Meredith put her mom in a baggie and brought her to work. Meredith defends herself, explaining, "I had to get her out of my closet. She was haunting me." Alex adds, "And now she's haunting us all." Meredith calls it putting her mother to rest, and Sydney explains that she's cleansing. "In tribal culture, when one wants to cleanse the past, one cuts off all one's hair and buries it in the earth. You might try that too!" She looks much less put together and much more haggard than usual, despite the trademark peppiness. But it's actually not a bad thing -- it makes her look more like an actual doctor than ever before. Callie and Bailey then come in for morning announcements. Callie talks about all the crazies that will be coming in on account of it being a holiday, and Bailey excitedly adds that today is Seattle's famous Chainsaw Pumpkin Carving Contest. She's wiggling like an excited puppy as she adds, "I love this city." Callie dismisses them, but Izzie calls out a question about rounds. She's told to direct her questions to Bailey, and after some confusion Callie specifies that only Izzie will be directing her questions to Bailey. When Bailey asks why this is, Callie replies, "Because she's been sleeping with my husband." To the slack-jawed faces staring at her, Callie adds, "All righty then. Have a good day," and leaves. Everyone directs said slack jaws in Izzie's direction; she gives a nervous laugh and bolts through another door. Cristina tells Meredith, "This is even more disturbing than your bag full of Mommy." Oh, she doesn't even know the half of it, either.









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