I don't know where I go. Because I don't want to leave. But I do, and I don't know why...

Meanwhile, Eleanor has figured some shit out, namely that Jackie Peyton has not been to see Ortho, or has not given them her name, and that whatever MRIs she was looking at, when she offered to be Jackie's drug dealer, were not created under the name Jackie Peyton. She apologizes several times for her mistake, staring at the wall, trying to think of every explanation.

I have a beautiful wife, a beautiful life. It's slipping off my plate. Every day, a little more...

When the EMTs come Jackie directs them to Bellevue, rather than All Saints; she's wearing scrubs and she kept him alive, so they believe her. The woman says to do whatever Jackie says, and thanks her vociferously, in tears. She's grateful and terrified and Jackie is a saint tonight. She's an angel, to this lady. "You don't have to thank me," Jackie says, "It's what I do." They drive off toward Bellevue, and she walks away into the night.

You break your arm, you're still you.

Nothing's really broken.

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