Carrie is doing exactly what I did two weeks ago -- I had problems getting my recap done at home so I went to a hotel to finish it up and send it out, and now Carrie is in a hotel room finishing up her writing. The phone rings, and it's Big, who is in the lobby. He tells her he talked to CIM to find out where she was, and he asks her to come down to talk to him. As she steps out of the elevator, Carrie is covering herself up with a raincoat, but you see that she is wearing what looks like a black tap-dance outfit. Where's the top hat and cane? She finds Big sitting at the bar, and she asks him what he wants. He asks her to have a drink with him, and she looks at him and tells him that she has a boyfriend and a deadline, and he has a wife and a drinking problem. If I had CIM for a boyfriend, I would have a drinking problem. He tells her he was upset that she didn't say anything when he said he was leaving Natasha, so he decided to be a jerk to her when he called her to tell her he was staying with Natasha. She tells him to stop with the flirting and the calling and the talking to her boyfriend. She tells him she doesn't want CIM to know about him, and when he asks why, she tells him to go lie in his beige bed. She shuffle-ball-changes to the elevator, and Big follows her into the elevator. He grabs her and tells her he made a mistake, and he kisses her. She tries to push him away and says, "Fuck you!" He tells her he loves her and kisses her again, and she tries to push him away again but doesn't try so hard, and whispers, "Fuck you." He pushes her into the corner of the elevator and kisses her again, and she starts to kiss back. Carrie's VO says, "My mind was yelling how angry I was, but my heart…my heart." What mind? Carrie has a mind? As they are kissing, Carrie whispers, "Fuck me." And the screen goes black. Next thing we see is Big, lying in bed, lighting a cigarette and passing it to Carrie. Carrie takes a drag as her VO tells us, "And just like that, I lost my head." Honey, you lost your head episodes ago. You only realized it now.