Sarah's listening in on the Sherman bug. It's John's session, and despite the bug, he sounds like he's getting a little bit bolder in terms of opening up, when the doctor's asking him about whether he feels safe and whether his mother makes him feel safe. "Safe is the last thing she wants me to feel," he says, acknowledging a moment later that "She's probably right. She's always right." Since feeling that way will keep you alive on bad days. Sherman asks if John has a lot of bad days like that. John doesn't answer right away, and Sarah takes the headphones out.
Derek shows up at Jesse's door, and he starts talking about the time he went out to take a leak and she had to talk him out of eating his gun. Just like what happened to his fr-- oh. OH. Next thing you know, they're playing tonsil hockey and ripping each other's clothes off, because nothing is hotter than talking about taking a leak and suicidal tendencies.
Afterwards, we're treated to some extra-nauseating pillow talk with Jesse thinking they need a new word to describe what they just did, like WHAT EXACTLY DID THEY DO THAT DOESN'T ALREADY HAVE A WORD FOR IT, and then she says, "I have a new life, Derek. I want new words. Think of one and I might let you stay." How about "gflorptinate"? She asks him to get her a drink, and when he goes, she reaches down by her side of the bed and shoves a bunch of what look surveillance photos of the Connor Crew under the bed.